I CAN SING!

Ha ha! I'm an alto in my choir. I made a lot of Friends. I've got cool teachers. I have home work.
I know, I know. Cry on my behalf cause I have to be strong! No crying!
I'm trying out for Volleyball. I met a girl named Whitney who's crazy good at setting.
Ok today I'm talking bout first impressions. I think they're hilarious. Everyone is trying to come across as something they're not and the funny thing is you can tell. Like that preppy girl *cough* jordan *cough* who tries to come off as calm and smart. Or that guy whose trying to be all hardcore and he's used to wearing polos. i think first impressions go great when you be yourself instead of being something your not. I GTG
Holly

school *dread*

OKOKOKOKOKOKOK
school. I started school yesterday. I know you all are upset you'll see less of me. on A-days I go Language arts, advisory, Algebra 1, Spanish 1, and science. On b-days I go Language arts, advisory, U.S. History, P.E., and choir. That's it! I'm sooooooooooooooo busy. I got all this stuff going on. Monday after school I have baby-sitting. sigh. I'm tyring out for Volleyball. There's nothing going on that's sooooooo thrilling I can't not tell you. Um................. I'm going camping. That should be fun. and hot.
Holly












Who else?

forgeting.

I totally forgot my friends birthday party. I wouldn't have showed up if she hadn't called me. The result of my forgetfulness was a ride with my friend Andrea whose family is infamous for being late. My friend Haleigh is here. Where was I? Oh yeah. another result of my forgetfulness was at my friend Bethany's b-day party, and i forgot her gift. I told her I left it at home, when in truth I just didn't buy her one. I told her I'd mail it to her, but I never did 'cuz there was no present to send. Now she won't invite me to her b-day parties anymore. Another example of forgetfulness was when my dad was making cinnamon toast and forgot about and it caught on fire. The kitchen wreaked of smoke. Forgetting must be in human nature 'cuz i do it all the time. Like when i have quizzes or test. That always ends in a bloody massaccer. You know with a 50 or below. I have a horrible habit of not getting up. out of bed. I. LOVE. SLEEPING. IN. i mean i just feels like I'm old. "Cuz you know Teens are supposed to be infamous for sleeping in. So technically if your like old and you sleep in your like fifty years younger! No offense Mimi or Papa. I love you guys. Now my friend Matti is here. Should I try to entertain them? Like a good hostess? Man I feel like a Popsicle. gtg
Holly

Lunch... wow.

Well, tody I went to GPA and had lunch with my friends. I felt like an imposter. I was in dress code so they wouldn't kick me out, but it just felt like... I was trying to hard. Lunch was great! I sat with Madelynn, Andrea, Kriss, Mollie (I can't believe she died her hair.), Brianna, Matti, Haleigh, A new girl named Lexi, and I can't remember the other girl's name. Everyone up to Matti is in 8th grade everybody else was in 7th. So ther's this huge monumentel unity thing. I don't really care but hey. I also got a free half of a 3 musketeers bar. That was pretty cool. I was kind of disappointed i didn't see all the new kids. That's about all that happened tody. i decided to start writing in my journal every day. And I'm also going to keep another journal for writing. Maybe I should mention that I love writing. I love writing and reading, the two rrrrr's. My favorite subject is English. School starts this Monday.
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Now I'm all depressed and could use a Popsicle to cheer me up. bye.
Holly
>_<

Why?

I never realised just how much is going on. Right now a man might be building up the courage to propose to his girlfriend. Or a little girl is crying because the boys won't let her play baseball 'cuz she's a girl. Or a married couple is arguing over what color to paint the living room. Or a guy is swimming when he accidentally swallows water and drowns. Even when we don't realize it people are living their lives right now. Some are dieing right now. Some are coming into the world as we speak. Life. What is it? If you can give me a really good definition for that I will pay you a million dollars. People live their lives searching for a purpose. I guess what we all really want is to love and to be loved and have the peace that comes with knowing that. What's awesome is anyone can find their purpose in life in one word: Jesus. Thank God He sent His Son! What's really mind blowing, is that we need God. He's necessary for us to live. He doesn't need us. Yet, he still keeps us around no matter how messed up we are. No matter how Fallen. He loves us. He always and always will love us. And for that I love Him. I love Him for sending His Son. I gave my life up for Him. I will die for Him every day. Sure I forget and stumble, but He's always there waiting to take me back. Why? I haven't the slightest idea of why He'd love me. that question echoes in my head. Well I got to go clean my room.
Holly.

Here's a picture of Robin, me, and Andrew. Personally, I don't think i look so great. But that's my opinion. anyhoo, I really don't have the slightest idea of what to write. I know I Say that every time, but hey, who cares? I'm gonna hit the library later. I guess i should say that I love reading. I can't stand not having something to read, so I buy my favorite books so I can read it again. *sigh* There is actually nothing coming to mind! What do you want me to write about? I love my dog. She's so cute! She's begging my Dad for some food. I GTG

Holly

*sigh*

It's Holly as usual. Actually that's a lie. 'Cuz I'm not very usual, I'm unusual. I'm so bored, as per usual. Andrew's stupid. Just sayin'. I'm really out of ideas of what to write. My friends from GPA start school today. Maybe I should talk about something big like Global Warming(Makes me laugh), Evolution(Lies. Was Darwin on medication?), Abortion( or Murder), or any other issue that teens like me face everyday. What's with society? I mean, honestly, scientists think they can create atificial life in 3 to 10 years. It's stupid! Global Warming is not gonna happen. The world is going down in flames. Evolution is just... fictiousous. Can you prove evolution is real? No. Can you prove evolution is false? Yes. Don't even get me started with abortion! Reading over what i typed, I sound so... IDK. Moving on to less serious issues. I have a new favorite kind of ice cream. Coffee Chocolate Chunck. So good! Coffee and ice cream just go together. Like together, they're just so poetic. Like starbucks poetic. That's poetic. This is what I picture: An old man with white hair totally rockin' the toilet seat hair cut. He's reading The New York Times (Why do they call it the times?) drinking black coffee and eating a bowl of vanilla ice cream. Then he puts down his newspaper in a sudden rush of inspiration and starts writing poetry! Oh my cow! Wow. The imagery. LOL. I make myself laugh. Out loud. Today is one of those days where you don't feel like doing anything. So I'm stickin it to the man and doing something. Like breathing or watching the television. Well gtg.
Holly >_<
O_O

Breaking News!

Robin shaved his head.

...?...?...?..?!?!?!?!?!?!

I. AM. SO. BORED. BTW it's Holly. *sigh* I guess I should tell you about yesterday, but I really don't want to. So I'm going to leave you in suspense. Actually it's not suspense, 'cuz suspense is eventually relieved at the end of a story. I'm not gonna tell you at the end of this post. We've got these really cool stamps. they've got like 4 different pictures. One of the pictures is of a bat. The bat looks sooooooo adorable! i want a pet bat. OK now I'm gonna relieve you of the suspense I knew you were dieing with and tell you about yesterday. As some of you know Robin and a bunch (enphesis on the bunch) of people had an art show. Like all of Asia came. Except for they were all like not Asian. But like you know over populated. So the garage is like very hot from the body heat and your standing shoulder to shoulder with a bunch of random people who are like fifty years older than me! So I stayed inside. I only got a glimpse of the artwork; I was too claustraphobic to go in ther. Does that make me a bad sister? Not looking at my bro's art? Anyway, inside one of the parents was talking to my dad and he started talking about his knee surgery. Now thos who know me know that I'm as squemish as all get out. This was like a nightmare. I was doubled slightly over in my chair, studying the ground very closley, and plucking at the hem of my jeans. And then, my dad decided to tell me about this new diet thing. I was like this chemical that made you not want to eat. Jeez, doesn't that sound safe? Well you have to inject it. everyday for 45 days. O_O I was on the verge of tears. the one thing bout medical stuff i absolutley can't stand i shots. I broke down in tears last time had to get one. Whatever. I cry easily. Like in the LION KING, when Mufasa dies. That just kills my heart. I also think if I saw road kill happen I would be scared for life. Speaking of road kill, One of my leaders at a d-now, she was awesome, told us this story of this time when she was driving. Well as she was driving she saw a cat and a duck in the road and she accidently hit the duck. When y leader looked back in her rear view mirror she saw the cat pawing at the duck. Doesn't that make you want to cry? My sisters are comig into town today. i wonder who gets my room? Well GTG.
Holly >_<

Yeah I know I rock.

I'm using Verdana text. Doesn't that just sound cool? My mom isn't very good at keeping up with this thing. So yeah it's Holly the best Adkison thank you very much. I am sensitive to others' needs. The need to know everything going on everyday. But if it weren't for you guys I wouldn't be writing-- well actually typing-- this. Anyway I've been baby-sitting all week so I don't have much of a life anymore. It's all Wake-up crazy early, play cars, watch Thomas the Train (Which BTW I have a fear of now and they say "cross" instead of angry. Maybe angry is too strong a word. But I never learned the word cross until like 5th grade.), make lunch, nap time, be bored for 4 hours, go home, and repeat. And now school is right around the bend. I'm throwing away my GPA. I mean the school and the grade point average. I'm now going to Public school to spread the word of God. I was called and I'm both scared and excited about it. Excited 'cuz I'm doing the Lord's work. I don't like that sentence it sounds conceited. I'm helping with the Lord's work. i like that one better. "cuz it's not me who saves the person It soooooooo is God. Without Him we're dead! Anyway, I'm scared to 'cuz I know like no one at my new school. but whatever I'll make friends. I guess in the end it's like anxiety, but it says in the Bible, "Be anxious for nothing but in everything with prayer and supplication let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God which surpasses all understanding will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus." Isn't that reassuring? I LOVE GOD! And to anyone in the Youth Group FX is now called the Field. I think the website is thefield.ms. I have an undying love for POPSICLES! OMG! THEY. ARE. AMAZING!
Is there anything else? I totally went rolling. It was AWESOME. Poor Mollie's house got rolled back. She had to pick it up 'cuz it was her party. just FYI we've been back from England fr like 2 months. Oh and Robin's back. Yup. My nails grew so now when I tap the table it sounds sooooooo cool. Now I sound like the annoying secretary you see on TV. Well that is if you have a TV. I wonder if more people watch TV then they take their vitamins. I'd like to see those statistics. I'll like words with lots of syllables. Anyhoo, I think I'll go this is starting to get dull.
Holly
Now it's time for spell check!